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Sayonara

          T he village stretched before me like an animated portrayal of rural houses featured in cartoons, knitted together by the stitching of green bush and stone craved pathways. It felt as if the vast wave of grassland is dotted with colourful houses, farms and animals. This place appears so divine as always. The narrow boulevard drifts like rustic brown metal, ancient and broken with age. On each side, small houses were parted by yards wide enough to hold the movement of cows and goat folks.   The traditional home-design looked typically identical in shape but no two had same coloured roofing. They were either zinced or tiled in red, grey, blue and even brown like the ground. Most houses were not only a resident but have been capitalized by village entrepreneurs. Many ground floors were vending homemade liquor and duck’s sukuti, followed by other vegetable shops, fruit stalls, Panipuri/Chatpate and some grocers retailin...

म र शब्द

जब यथार्थको नदिमा डुबुल्की लगाएका शब्दहरु अर्थ र आसय तप-तप चुहाउँदै कागजको किनारै किनारा हिड्छन् तब हरेक थोपा शब्द एउटा लत्तपत्त जिवन बन्छ | एकैछिन् स्वंलाई भुलेर भावनाको गाहीराहीमा उभीएर हेर्नुपर्छ, ती शब्दले सास फेरीरहे झैँ लाग्छ | गाइनेले बडो प्रेमसंग रेटेपछि जसरि सारंगी चोट सहन नसकी र्येइर्येइ मिठा भाकामा रुन थाल्छ, ठिक उसैगरि कुनै बीयोगान्त घटनालाई पनि शब्दमार्फत प्रस्तुत गर्योभने एउटा सुक्ष्म चोटआभास तरंगित भएर पृथक कीसीमको अनुभूति प्रधान गर्छ | “सडकमा थुरथुर कमिरहेको भोको,नाङ्गो, आपंगा बालकको सरिरमा पूर्व आकाशबाट उदाउँदै गरेको पहिलो आभाको स्पर्स पर्यो ” भन्दा मानबताका अणूहरु एकैछिनका लागि प्यारालाइजड् हुन्छन् | दया, माया, करुणा भन्दापनि पहिले मनमा अनौठो आनन्द अंकुराउँछ | पढ्नेका आँखाबाट जे बग्छ त्यो आँसु हैन भावनामिश्रित पानी हुन्छन् | मह खाएर निलीसक्दा पनि मुखमा खेलीरहेने गुलियो जस्तै शब्द सकीएर पनि कहिल्यै सकिदैन |  हरेक शब्दको प्रथम धर्सा कागजमा कोरिन्छ भने आन्तिम धर्साको बिन्दु आनन्ततामा कतै बीलीन भएको हुन्छ | शब्दको आफ्नै लाइफ साइकल छ | शब्दको समाप्ति...

Confession of a Beautyfool

After long discussion finally Sufi opened her heart “ Adi I want divorce” Have you gone mad ? can’t we compromise for sake of this relation ? " Adi asked in   depressed tone. She yell in half sobbing angry voice “ Yes, I’ve gone mad. I should have gone mad earlier. If I stay in relation with you, you’ll kill my innocent spirit a bit by bit.. ” Tears of pain blurred her vision. What on the earth   are you talking. What have I done to you ? I have always loved you. No, you   never loved me. For you I’m just a servant at day an sex slave at night. Dark diagonal of regret   sneak through his eyes and he enquired curiously, “If you leave like this, what about me?   Please tell me what force you to go this far ? Her voice trailed off vaguely and she spoke   , “you ask me to explain ?   I will explain you . Listen to me. Listen without shame.     Put yourself in my place and feel me. Don’t speak.   Just listen. Till I en...